26 January 2020

The Song Unsung

Have you ever heard the sound of a rose singing?
Oh darling I've been waiting to hear you sing
I saw a rose in my garden, the stubborn thing wouldn't bloom
I sang her songs day and night
Hoping my voice would help her rise

I brought her sunshine, I brought her rain
I brought her best sand from a distant plain
Still the silly stubborn thing wouldn't sing
Give it time I said, she needs love

The lilies cawes and the sunflowers wooed
But still my rose wouldn't sing.

So I wove her poetry from the depths of my soul
I gave her sap, from my veins
She was surrounded by her own like
And slowly I saw her opening up

They say that the last one to bloom
Is the most beautiful of them all
Her voice was the sweetest,
She sang pure and clear for all to hear

All nature stilled and even the wind
Didn't want to miss her special kiss
She was the best, the brightest one
I watched and waited, but she didn't pick me.

We all waited to hear her first song
She sang and she sang
But she didn't sing for me

6 October 2018

Dancing With Wolves

Last night I spent
dancing with wolves
under the endless starlight
in the grace of a full moon

She smiled in benevolence
at our fevered craze.
We danced until dawn
lost in the madness.

How foolish we felt
under the gaze of the sun!
He showed everything that
the moon hid from us

I walked back home
my head hung low
Never again to
dance with wolves.

3 February 2016

The Call

I first heard it in the wind,
heavy and soaked in
secrets that trees whispered
in a land across the sea
Where the wild still ruled.

Then came the messages from the waves
I heard it in the roar as they
crashed upon the shore, over and over
A rhythmic pattern that resonated
with every beat of my heart.

They were a summons,
A wild and dangerous magic,
Haunting the moments that existed
Between dreams and reality.

The call for an adventure
To the one that held my destiny.
Be Brave, have courage, they said
Venture into the unknown.

When sun caressed my skin
As felt it upon my face,
Its warmth, a kiss upon my lips
and I knew I could not rest
until my adventure was complete.

24 October 2014

27 Oct 14

Bes't thou a dragon,
Bes't thou a ruler of the sky,
Bes't thou fierce and swift and mean,
Bes't thou free.

25 November 2013

The Descent
The cloudless night sky made Clara Farmer's heart pound in anticipation. The stars overhead, millions decorating the velvet sky invited her, called her to come out and dance with them. So she did, heedless to the warnings thrown at her about wandering alone at night. She ran out into the unknown to dance with the stars.

She felt free under the dark blue sky. Here, anything was possible. She ran, power strengthening her stride, making her run faster, faster until the city lights were a hazy dream, and there was no one in sight. Here, she decided, was a good place to think. Clara Farmer was one of the sister sects that dedicated their lives to healing and guarding the light. Most of them drew their strength from the sun, she had always had difficulty in harnessing the light, there was too much of it for her to focus. She had always been the weak chink in the otherwise impenetrable armour of the sisters, that is, until she found the stars…

She drew bolts of energy towards her from the stars above. She unleashed one into the sparse vegetation that the land offered and watched it sizzle before sputtering out leaving behind the acrid stench of smoke. Her new source was stronger than the last.

It wasn’t long before Clara’s musings were interrupted by a soft voice. “Hello Guardian sister. I am pleased to see you like your new powers.” Startled, she threw an orb of white starlight in the general direction of the voice. It hovered in the air for a second, useless; and then as if pulled by an invisible string it was sucked into a dark figure and smothered into oblivion.

   “Shadow, Why am I not surprised?” She said, her gaze fixed on the place where all light seemed to end.
   “I make it my business to know those that walk the night, like I do”
   “Need I remind you to whom my allegiance belongs? You have no dominion over me.”
   “Is that so, Guardian sister? Then why do you walk the land at night, last time I checked, it is my domain.” Shadow said. At Clara's silent reply he continued, “I have a proposition for you Clara, your particular talent could help me greatly.” This time the voice came from somewhere behind her. She wheeled around. He paused, head cocked slightly to the left, "I want you to join me."

Clara couldn't believe her ears. "You, want me, to join you?” She burst into laughter, derision coating her voice, "If I didn't know better, I would have thought you were joking."

   “I am darkness Clara, a consuming void. You may be stronger, your powers superior but I am old. I was there when the laws were written. Do not think that you can outsmart me. I know you Clara, and you belong with me.”
   “I may walk the night, but I belong to the day. The stars, shine during the day too. Leave, you will find no sympathy from me.”

Shadow refused to be dismissed, “With you by my side we could rule the world in darkness. You cannot escape the truth, your heart lies with the night no matter how much you pretend. You want more than the hard rules that your sisters follow. This life of routine and confinement, it isn't yours, Why else would run away into the night? You feel the most liberated here don’t you? It’s because you are not bound by their rules. You are outside their law.”
   “You think you know me so well, I have heard the stories Shadow, your powers of deception are beyond compare. Arguments are obscured in the darkness; want and desire take on different appearances in the light of day."
    “And yet you cannot even summon the light to even see my face. Do not fool yourself child. You were meant for the darkness, in your bones, you know it.” His onslaught continued. “Why do you deny what is in your nature? I can understand your pain, your humiliation. Your sisters draw light from the sun, yet you are strongest under the stars. They ridicule you, you don’t belong with them Clara. Come join me. Stop running away from it.”
   “Enough,” she said, “be off with you.” Clara then shimmered into light, lighting up the barren landscape as bright as the day. There was too much radiance for any shadows to exist. “I will return Clara, you may feel this way now, but one day you will join me.”

As the glow faded and the light dissipated, Shadow’s last words echoed in the night.

*

The brush thicket that had once been burned by an otherworldly radiance now lay again in full bloom. A silent figure dressed in white picked at it, one leaf at a time. It was Clara Farmer. Her hair that was once bright gold now was lustreless. A quiet sob escaped from her every now and then.

   "My my, how the mighty have fallen. And we have fallen far haven't we?" She wasn't surprised. She should have expected an audience.
   "Leave me alone Shadow. I have nothing you want," Clara said as she bowed her head.
   "What is it Child, what has made you so unhappy? I rather miss that arrogant spittle from you," he said. "Is it because you have no power now?"

Fresh tears began to fall across her cheeks as she looked up at her aggressor. "You already knew I have lost my power. Why then have you come? What is it that you want; do you wish to mock me in my shame, my disgrace?"

Shadow let out a little chuckle. "I consider myself above such things. Many of your kind have faced these situations before you, I am sure there will be more after you."
    "Then why?"
    "I have come to offer you a solution. After all, a Guardian without her power is a disgrace indeed. Tell me dear, what is his name?"

Clara bristled, her grieving demeanour instantly replaced by something more aggressive, "whose name?"

   "Don't play coy girl. Must I spell it out for you? There are two ways a guardian can lose her light. One is if she disavows the Guild and the other, when she loses her virtue."

Clara couldn't look at Shadow anymore. He continued to speak, "From your righteous sermon the last time, it does not seem likely that you left your sisters, no matter how painful their treatment. It then falls to reason that you are no longer virtuous. Would you like me to explain exactly how one looses their virtue? It begins with a man," he cocked his head at the last statement.

His words pierced her heart; she couldn't believe it could be twisted anymore. Under Shadow's knowing gaze, she drew her garments more closely around her, a shield against his brutal words
   "I do not judge your actions Clara; I have not come to belittle you or to lord over you in your shame as you seem to believe. No, I have come to offer you a solution." He began to pace, a displacement of shadows marking the movement. How appropriate that they call him Shadow, Clara found herself thinking.

When he spoke again, his voice was uncharacteristically gentle. "All is not lost yet child, tell me how this came about, tell me about this guy."
   "His name is Aiden. He was kind to me when no one was."
   "Now that wasn't so hard was it? What, if you could keep your power and your man? You could have both."
   "It isn't possible. The sisters taught the rules to me as a child. They say that -"
   "And how irresponsible and foolish of you to lose your pure nature when you clearly knew what was in stake?"

That shut her up. She looked at him reproachfully, "Before you crudely interrupted me, I was going to tell you those rules only applied as long as your allegiance lay with the light."
                                        
All the breath in Clara's body left her at once. She couldn't believe her ears.
 "Join me, and I will give you all that you seek. You shall have your man and I will give you power from the stars again. Your world will be as it once was, perhaps even better than before. You need only say yes."

Her mind was spinning, could she do it? Abandon her beliefs, ones she kept to, her entire lifetime. She felt as if someone had slipped the rug from under her and the world was now upside down. The thought was both forbidden and strangely exhilarating at the same time.

   "You could have it all Clara, just think about it. No more impossible rules, no more jeers. You would fit right in with the rest of us. It is not so bad here. You could be happy, I'm sure of it. In fact you would want for nothing."
   "I… I couldn't possibly…," She stood still a while, before sitting down on the big rock behind her.
 "Think about it, you and dear old Aiden, together forever." She let out a deep breath. Steeling her nerves, she was at rock bottom and there was only one way up.
   "Very well, you have it, my allegiance."

With that, Shadow swooped over dragging her soul into the abyss, a guardian the crown piece of his collection.

*
    "You called for me sire?" His faithful servant entered bowing before his master.
   "Aiden, you have done your job well," Shadow replied. "Clara Farmer's soul is now mine."
With that, his servant's visage brightened. Shadow continued, "I think it calls for a celebration; don't you?"

18 April 2013

Play


Polite applause as the curtain rises
So appears the stage that is my life.
Colourful costumes and witty lines,
Are the ploys that define my trade.

The stage is painted with colour and light,
 The stories are exciting and they are dull.
I have my audience ‘oohing’ and ‘aahing’
In all the right places.

At the end of the day, they shuffle out,
transported by the tales I weave.
I am alone on a barren platform.
Planning out a new storm.

There is a new tale each day,
And the seats fill up once again.
As the theatre comes alive,
With passion and drama.